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【AVOP-140】絶対服従トランスサークル

Source global Wall Street Journal     time 2020-02-27 03:23:38
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【AVOP-140】絶対服従トランスサークル �


'ButIfeelthis,Helen;Imustdislikethosewho,whateverIdotopleasethem,persistindislikingme;Imustresistthosewhopunishmeunjustly.ItisasnaturalasthatIshouldlovethosewhoshowmeaffection,orsubmittopunishmentwhenIfeelitisdeserved.'

Inherturn,HelenBurnsaskedmetoexplain,andIproceededforthwithtopourout,inmyownway,thetaleofmysufferingsandresentments.Bitterandtruculentwhenexcited,IspokeasIfelt,withoutreserveorsoftening.

'Yes,'shesaid,'andIhavejustfinishedit.'

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Probably,ifIhadlatelyleftagoodhomeandkindparents,thiswouldhavebeenthehourwhenIshouldmostkeenlyhaveregrettedtheseparation;thatwindwouldthenhavesaddenedmyheart,thisobscurechaoswouldhavedisturbedmypeace!asitwas,Iderivedfrombothastrangeexcitement,andrecklessandfeverish,Iwishedthewindtohowlmorewildly,thegloomtodeepentodarkness,andtheconfusiontorisetoclamour.

Atthecloseoftheafternoonservicewereturnedbyanexposedandhillyroad,wherethebitterwinterwind,blowingoverarangeofsnowysummitstothenorth,almostflayedtheskinfromourfaces.

MYfirstquarteratLowoodseemedanage;andnotthegoldenageeither;itcomprisedanirksomestrugglewithdifficultiesinhabituatingmyselftonewrulesandunwontedtasks.Thefearoffailureinthesepointsharassedmeworsethanthephysicalhardshipsofmylot;thoughthesewerenotrifles.

'Well,foronceitmaypass;butpleasenottoletthecircumstanceoccurtoooften.Andthereisanotherthingwhichsurprisedme;Ifind,insettlingaccountswiththehousekeeper,thatalunch,consistingofbreadandcheese,hastwicebeenservedouttothegirlsduringthepastfortnight.Howisthis?Ilookedovertheregulations,andIfindnosuchmealaslunchmentioned.Whointroducedthisinnovation?andbywhatauthority?'

'Ihopeso;butnobodycanbesureofthefuture.'


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